In AA, they advise a newcomer not to make any major decisions for at least a year. Now, while that's fantastic in theory, in practicality, it doesn't always work.
When I took my blinders off, I was already enrolled for college courses, actively looking for a job and trying to repair my relationship. I'm still in college, I still don't have a job and we're still working on our relationship. Now, we're having to move on top of everything because we need to cut costs somewhere and rent is a huge one.
I'm looking at a place today that has one less bedroom but has upgrades to everything, including a dishwasher, built in microwave, granite countertops, stainless steel appliances AND a stacked washer/dryer. The rent will be $300 dollars less and they allow pets. Not only that but the property has a pool and a workout room.
So, while this is a major change, it does seem that it could very well be a positive one. Today is a positive day. How can it not be? I've chosen not to drink for today. I'll leave you, dear readers, with the following Daily Reflection.
Taking Action - One of the most important things A.A. has given me, in addition to freedom from booze, is the ability to "take right action." It says the promises will always materialize if I work for them. Fantasizing about them, debating them, preaching about them and faking them just won't work. I'll remain a miserable, rationalizing dry drunk.By taking action and working the Twelve Steps in all my affairs, I'll have a life beyond my wildest dreams. - Page 54
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