I've been on two interviews this week. This has given me a glimmer of hope that our living situation will not have to change and my home will stay my home. For someone who's not supposed to make any drastic changes in the first year of sobriety, I'm sure having to make a lot of them regardless.
I know I'm not cured and things will not change overnight but I'm learning, slowly but surely, to trust in my higher power and need to believe that right now I'm where I'm supposed to be. No one said I had to like it, only that I had to go through it. Without a drink.
I'm exhausted, I do believe I'll try to get some sleep now. Hopefully, this will be a good night's rest as the last several have been less then restorative.
We are not cured of alcoholism. What we really have is a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of our spiritual condition. Alcoholics Anonymous - pg. 85
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