Sorry I've been remiss in following up with this blog. I've been holding onto my ass trying to quit smoking. It has not been easy nor has the weight fairy been kind in flying past me. Bitch hit me hard with her Wand of Weight and it sucks. 10 pounds in two weeks is neither aesthetically pleasing nor is it the least bit comfortable. And before you go into the whole, "It's temporary" or "It's worth it" shpeal save it. 14 days is not enough to get me out of the cranky stage. My throat is constantly dry, my pants are too tight, I'm always peckish and I'm not sleeping all that great.
I know this blog is primarily about my alcohol addiction but it works about the same for my nicotene addiction as well. So, if you'll all excuse me, I'll be over here beating, biting or eating myself through another day without a smoke.
I know about the nicotine addiction. The fight is neither pretty, proud or noble. It's a down and dirty battle. I wish I could say the things about "it's temporary" or it's "worth it". I think none of those things. It's an on-going battle and it sucks, frankly. What I can say is, "you've done wondrous things to fight this one demon, why not try two demons at once?" It would make you some sort of super hero and at least give you some sort of comfort in that you've learned the skills to battle one demon already. Use them wisely! I wish I could give you a long distance hug.
ReplyDeleteYou may not be able to give me a physical hug but I felt it all the same. Thanks, Kins. Jeez, what will we do the next time we're together? Oh yeah, that's right, we'll laugh. =^.^=
ReplyDeleteLove you, lady.