Thursday, June 10, 2010

Discontent

I have been very discontent lately. I have been edgy. I quit drinking, quit smoking, started watching what I eat and exercising. I'm edgy, cranky, moody and out of sorts. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well physically for several months. It's not one single thing but a compilation of several things. I do have a good medical group I'm with now though so I'm starting to get things taken care of a little at a time.

I know part of the anxiety I'm feeling is because it's rolling into Summer. The weather is warming up and the days are longer. I need to hit more meetings, I know this. I'm just having a very hard time trying to fit everything into a day. Work, workouts, meetings, home life. Other people are successful doing so, I know I can be too. It's just so hard sometimes. Wah Wah Wah. I know, cry me a river, right? Poor my. Not. Ppfffftttt.