Partial Amends

I made partial amends to F. tonight. I got honest with him about something I'd kept hidden all this time. I was so scared but I had to come clean and I did. He still loves me. He forgives me. I have not felt this relieved since I step fived with my sponsor. *exhales*

It's Like Giving Birth!

It's been nine months of sobriety today. I feel like I'm giving birth to the new me. Isn't it wonderful? Why yes, yes it is.